Sunday, September 12, 2010

Just trying to make a living making pots.

Potters always wring their hands trying to figure out what they should make.  I have asked myself this for about 35 or more years.  Should I make show pots or should I be the village potter?  I kick the dirt around and the I always come to the same conclusion.  You don't have to choose. Make both.

  Recently one of my students who is a great marketer suggested to Ian my son and struggling artist, that he have two lines.  He spends hours carving and laboring over every pot he makes.  He keeps complete notes on his glazing and that is something we all strive to do and most of us don't because we think we will remember. I have a lot of empty notebooks because I just want to do it, glaze and fire.  I think I will take that advice as well, two lines of work.

I have gratefully gotten into a really good show titled Vision Makers.  I feel lucky because the juror only chose 23 out of 185.  I had the pots made way in advance taking time to make "show" pots not my village potter pots. I did not make the pots for that show.  I just wanted to make some really nice pots.
  I would love to only make show pots because I have spent a lifetime making thousands of little pots.  My philosophy was to make pots my friends could afford for everyday use and thought that would help fill the world with handmade usable everyday objects.  That is a big task. Next, you find yourself worn out with no extra money and everyone expects you to make cheaper things.  Guess it kind of bit me in the butt.  Nearly all my students pots became more expensive than mine.

So then what happens? Well.  Unfortunately it is true that most people measure the importance of art by how much it costs. Before long, the ego gets involved and confusion sets in.  Most potters bail out at that point because they cannot afford to make pottery and they don't feel so good about it anymore. Of the 12 people I went to grad school with I believe on 2 or 3 of us actually tried to make a living making pots.  Others turned to real estate, education administration etc.  Not me, I just kept making until my body yelled "slow down lady!

Looking back, I think maybe I made a few too many village pots.  I live in an area where there could be a better understanding and support for the arts. When I first opened my shop, people came in surprised it was all one-of-a-kind work.  They asked me where I kept my molds. We have come a long way but there is always room for a lot more improvement.

One awakening for me has been the Vision Makers show. Several people came up to me with great compliments on my work saying things like, "Gee Linda, I have never seen such beautiful colors in your work."  Or "Now those are really great." I felt very appreciative of all the compliments.  But it was a reminder to me to keep making the good stuff.  It is kind of like when a woman gets a compliment when someone says,  "Gee, you look great when you wear makeup."

The juror was a great communicator and went from piece to piece with a critique. It had been many years since I had a critique of my pottery. It was enough to make me sit down my wine glass and food plate to hear what she would tell me.  And, it was rewarding. She got it.  She knew they were landscapes, she loved the colors, she knew they are built from spontaneously ripping the clay.  She also knew the time involved is in the glazing.  She had no negative words, only compliments and understanding.

I have often told students, it is not always the time involved when you make something.  More hours does not equal a better pot. I am not saying don't put in those long hours to learn the process. I am saying you cannot always make it better by working it to death.  And then we have the different approaches to creativity as well. Some people need lots of structure and to work tightly and some go with the flow.  There is no correct way.

I had to question the "time put in" idea as I delivered my work to the gallery having jumped through the jurying hoop.  I looked around a little as I placed my work on the table.  OMG there were woodworking pieces that took so many more hours than mine.  There was a piece with more that life sized cast body cast that looked like it belonged on front of a ship.  There was reflective glass in large pyramid shapes with stones inside.  There were baskets and intricate fabric and hours and hours of well executed art work.  I looked at my work, produced from what I see in my environment, from my heart and I felt like maybe I should go home and see if I could find something bigger and better.  Another artist bringing her piece in as well gave me the knowing eye because she felt that way about her work as well.

We should never take to seriously being included or excluded from a juried show.  That is so easy to say when you get in and so painful to the artistic ego when you don't.  Maybe that is one of the reasons I have not entered many shows in the last 20 years. Now it it a little more difficult technically with sizing photos and the professional approach you have to take.

I have an old friend from graduate school who worked on her degree in weaving. When we first got out of school we were ready to set the world on fire.  In a nutshell, later we both kind of shrugged our shoulders realizing even if be became incredibly famous in our areas probably no one in our general community would really care or understand.  Both of us just wanted to do our work and lead creative lives and we gave up on being superstars.  Just make it and they will come was our approach.
   I look back at the 60's -70's pottery books and the pots are photographed in warm lovely environments.  Not any more.  Now they must be properly lit with no distractions and look kind of like they are floating in space.  I get it but part of me wants to rebel and photograph  my pots in natural complimentary environments. "Mother Earth" would not make it into any competitions with that attitude.

My next eternal obstacle is still pricing.  It has to do with feeling humble, not wanting to play the game and not being very realistic.  I have told my students it a left over 60's way of thinking and I have a hard time letting go of that.  It has not paid off.  Several people once again scolded me for pricing too low again.  "Three times more than that!  That would be about right." some told me and I know they were right.  But they did sell and that reinforces those old bad low pricing habits.    I have about 10 new pots heading to an opening of a new gallery next week.  What to do.  Same old problem.

Vision Makers.  What a nice compliment.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

New Pots for First Opening at Baird Hall Gallery at Rogers State

What a pleasure to be on the faculty at Rogers State and get to participate in the first show in the incredibly beautiful new gallery.  I am continuing to work on my landscape series as I use the clay like a painters canvas. As you can see, these are works in progress.  I am now moving on to wall pieces, round and square, treating the clay even more like canvas.
  Many times I think I want to stop working in clay but I cannot help myself.  I know the martial so well and I love 3-d.  It is so basic.  It helps to literally ground me.
  I love the smell, the way it bends and the glassy surface that always surprise me at the end of the firing.  It is a real pain to lift, to hang around in the dust and to never be finished.  But how can I resist.  The clay calls my name.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Blackbird fly


Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,

Beatle's lyrics



Pottery and Cupcakes

So what is the best cupcake recipe I have ever tasted doing on my Pottery blog?  Anyone who reads this knows I write about life and pottery and this recipe did come to me my pottery class.  I was talking to one of my students and she said she was divorced and the best thing she got out of the marriage was this recipe.  It was her ex mother in law's recipe.  Somehow the name of these cupcakes will have to reflect that fact sooner or later. We ate and enjoyed and tried to stay away from having a 2nd one.  We were like bees and honey.

And then this wonderful quiet woman brings a surprise to class.  The cupcakes. We ate and enjoyed and tried to stay away from having a 2nd one.  We were like bees and honey.  Just when I thought I was over chocolate moving on to raspberries and yogurt ice cream as a favorite, these jewels to the tongue appear.

She told me I could share it so here goes.

The Best Damned Chocolate Cupcakes from an Ex Husbands Mother 
 Hi Linda,
 
Below is the recipe I mentioned in class tonight.  Enjoy.
 

Black Bottom Cupcakes


Filling:
1 8 oz cream cheese, softened
1 egg
1/3 cup sugar
1 6 oz. chocolate chips

Cake:
1 ½ cup flour
1 cup sugar
¼ cup cocoa
1 tsp soda
1 tsp salt
1 cup water
1/3 cup oil
1 tsp vinegar

Mix filling ingredients together.  Mix cake ingredients.  Add cake mixture to cupcake holders, filling ½ to 1/3 full.  Drop a spoonful of the filling mixture into each cupcake.
second place cupcake is in Denver downtown at Cook's fresh market
The jewel of the tongue

Bake 25 – 30 minutes at 350 degrees.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Rogers State Art Appreciation class plays with the sit sat set in the garden idea

Pryor Oklahoma students get introduced to the idea that sometimes "Art is outside the frame."

Field next to campus



We gathered  a few objects needed for the project including an old lawn chair, landscape timbers to make a frame, flowers and umbrellas and started to play with the idea "Sometimes art is outside the frame.  We took turns composing different thoughts and ideas and tried some symbolic ideas to get our point across.  The flower represent tradition in paintings, we played the the umbrellas for spots of color and we jumped in and out of the frame for various reasons.  Given a little more time we could have made it rock and roll a little more.  Anyway we expanded our thought and began to understand a few unusual concepts in a very hands on way.
student volunteers to bring landscape timbers to build frame
The sit sat set idea involves a chair in a garden surrounded by something.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Pottery Class, Tools, Clay and more at Brookside Pottery in Tulsa

This is it.  Reminds me of Taos in the 70's, dusty and real!  Come on in!
Yes.  We have it all.  Brookside Pottery is not your average shop or gallery.  It is an artists' studio where you can see it made, take class or buy supplies.  We have survived a tough economy being one of the last surviving art spots on my block. So now I am in a smaller spot in the alley behind my old shop on Peoria.  I have been making pots for nearly 40 years and my son Ian, continues the tradition.

Our hours more than we would like but that again is s survival technique.  We are not Walmart and we don't have employees and we have to have other jobs these days as well.  But, we live close by and remain flexible to get you what you need or help you find it.

I am teaching at Rogers State this fall.  The classes are throwing I and II. And, I am also teaching art appreciation.  I teach all day Mondays so you will have to call me cell to reach me.  And I teach art appreciation on Wed in Pryor from 12-1:15 and give me some time to get back to the shop.

Yes, its me wearing a golden egyptian mask for fun.
I am scheduled to teach an Egyptian Art Class at the Philbrook on Thursday nights starting Aug 19th at 6:30.  It will include mask making, boxes, bas relief, and Egyptian paste jewelry and more. See the Philbrook website under adult classes for more in on that one.

I also teach an ongoing Wed night class for beginners and above.  The class is a lot of fun and a bit informal. You can learn a lot and have a good time as well.
When I have enough students to start a new beginning class we will start one most likely on Tues nights. Just call and get your name on the waiting list.  6:30-9.  $150 plus material for 6 weeks.  Learn the basics.  This is a step by step class.

Naomi works on her horse during a tutoring session
Another way to learn is for me to tutor you in hand building or throwing.  If my regular schedule does not meet your needs or you want all my attention, this is the class for you. It is $25 per hour for hand building and $30 per hour for throwing.

Ian teaches some enthusiastic boys
I also help scout troops  earn their badges, host birthday parties and get togethers.  It is a one time $20 instruction fee and $25 per person.  To be arranged to fit our schedules.

Here are my attempted hours,   Tues, Thurs and Fri. 12-5
                                                   Wed.  3-5. class from 6:30-9 or so (during the fall semester)             
                                                    Open most Saturdays 10-4
                                                     Closed Sun and Mon
                                                     & open by appt as well

I know, it is difficult to remember but these days we have to have other jobs as well.  
If you are in a hurry or coming from a distance, call to be sure we are there.  We will do our best to be there when you need us. 

Come and visit and I think you will like our little shop hidden away in the alley.  You get lost of special attention and get to see the studio in action as well.

Linda's landscape vessels selected for Vision Makers 2010
Shop phone: (918) 747-7574, cell (918) 697-6364.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

The Man who Listens to the Rocks


We were waiting for our breakfast burrito at the picnic table lunch area at El Parasol in Espanola knowing from past experience that it would take a while and was well worth the wait. John spoke  about an aggressive young couple  who drove a BMW and had the room beside us in our funky little motel.  "He was obviously aggressive and successful and expected life to reward him financially." John said.  "And he had a fit little trophy wife with a pony tail sticking out her ball cap as well."  "Yes" I said and probably a republican with a personal trainer.'
That opened the door for the rock man sitting at our table to speak to us and give us his personal philosophy of life as well. He had been listening to our conversation and has a slight smile on his face and nodded every now and then.
The man who had joined us at the table had a long scraggly gray pony tail and I could see one of his bright blue eyes looking from the side under his sun glasses.  I had expected he would have brown eyes.  In fact they were that bright German blue eye color.  He was probably in his late 60's or early 70's and he spoke with an accent, probably an American Indian accent.
He had been listening to us talk and now he joined in during our long wait for our to go Mexican lunch.
"You may not believe me but the great spirit talks to me through the rocks." I eyed him closely.  He did not have diluted pupils, he did not smell like booze.  He looked calm and steady so I listened and could not just write him off.  "You see, I rub these rocks together and if you rub them just right they will talk to you."  I listened closely to the difference in the sounds as he hunted for the talking sound.  Finally they sounded lower kind of like ocean noises and he said, "See, there it is, the rocks are talking."  He continued.  "I found one of these in Peru and one here in Santa Fe.  And look, see how they are so similar?'  He handed me the smooth warm stratified rocks and I had to agree.  There was only a slight difference with the one from New Mexico being a bit darker.  I handed them to my husband who was listening but not adding to the conversation and he agreed.  I put the rocks like a treasure back into rock mans hands.
I tried to stare into his blue eye I could see under his dark glasses.  "There is an understanding. " he said.  "You may not believe me but the spirit tells me through the rocks that there is understanding.  It is the sound of meditation.  Can you hear it? I can talk to people and tell them how I feel but it is not the same.  I am from here.  I traveled to the shrine in Mexico.  A man asked me on the train why I was going to the shrine.  I told him because my son was graduating from high school.  Why? He asked me 2 more times.  Because my son is graduating from high school. No,  Why really?  Because I am looking for the window and the mirror.  I did not understand why I said that but later, on the square in the town in Mexico a man came to me with a stone in a rag.  He opened the rag and inside it was a quartz crystal.  The man said 6 pesos and this is the window and the mirror for you.  I did not understand.  And then I took it to my Mexican friend who has many rocks and said he can protect me from any trouble when I travel in Mexico if I just say call him or say his name.  I showed him the rock and and he took it from me and drew a line on the table.  He the put the rock over the line and I saw a mirrored image, two lines.  Next, he held it to the sky and through the hole of the rock I could see the sky.  You see he my Mexican friend told me "Look,"  when you look at the mirror image you have a perception of life but when you look through the window you have reality. This is what the rocks tell me."
"Number 95! Number 95" the speaker announced at the window of the restaurant. He smiled, "That is me."
"Number 96! Your order is ready." and that was us.

We smiled at each other and said our niceties.  And he walked off into the parking lot.
John and I looked at each other. "That was a moment.  A special moment and knowing moment about life.  Was he really there or was he a spirit?"  said my ever loving and usually so skeptical husband.
The rock spirit man drove past our picnic table and waved us good bye.
I paused, I wondered and we cut our breakfast burrito in half and ate it and drove on to Ghost Ranch.











I sometimes wonder if I should listen so carefully. Should I care and open my heart to others so easily.  Oh, what I would miss if I did not care.  I think I will keep listening.

There was another man in Hawaii I listened to at the City of Refuge.  They had similar souls.  He tried to tell a young man to not let his dog run loose in the park.  The young man just ignored him and instead of getting angry he said, "A person cannot hear until they are ready to listen." and he let it go.